In the days since my last post I welcomed home my sweet husband and gone back to being a part of a team. our clan is complete once again and i am just trying to take it in and get back on track to achieve our goals healthier eating more exsercise (finally a moment to take care of myself)and i have been learning to take rest! He still hasn't ben able to take time away from work so i haven't had a chance to really take a few days to just reset my brain so its really slow going, hopefully in november I will be able to really stop and unwind and start over, emotional catchup from summer, transitioning the kids to a school days solo(thats always emotional), and really just not putting any of my needs in the lineup, I need time to break that habit but thats pretty difficult without a bit of time in-between to stop.
This is not to say my days have been terrible, on the contrary, aalong with the difficulty came so many good moments aand i have had some really great days. I've spent time with amazing friends who gave so much emotional support and love while i was on my own and filled my families hearts with such love don't know where i would be with out these beautiful souls, I'm so grateful. I've taken time to create, I have even remembered to photograph a bit of it! While I do still need a chance to press the reset button on my brain I have been making an effort to be happy right here and now. Its bretty difficult to not see the beauty in these days and these people, I've come out of the difficult time feeling blessed and ever so grateful.