Thursday, August 27, 2015

Do you wanna see a castle!?

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The last trip of our summer holidays.
Right now we are readying ourselves for school, enjoying the cooler weather, 
and getting excited for autumn.


Ramble::

I still have a making July/ August post to come, but other than that your mostly caught up. Right now its our last week of summer I hate to say it but I am so happy, summer exhausts me, minimal alone time, being out numbered, having two very different kids home all day(they go relay style, if its not one its the other), the 5:00 ugly hour, Lets say I would handle it a lot better if i had more breaks to breath instead of "GO GO GO GO!" I love having them both home but both of them want all of me, and I really just can't, they are both still little now, both figuring things out, this year was better than last year and next summer will be even better,  parenting is a learning thing and I'm only 7 years in with these two! I'm really looking forward to going into a school year with some consistency, last year I was doing a lot alone, said yes to things i should have said no thank you to and Jake had to work SO much, and he doesn't get over time(just the reward of a job well done!). I suffered so deeply, struggled with depression, just genuinely trying to make everyone happy while my emotional stores were so depleted. I won't go into too many details but I resented so many wonderful people because I didn't give myself rest, I realise this, and I'm working on it. This year will be better.
Autumn is a time or renewal for me, I am ready to embrace the new season! 
This is good, because I'm exhausted!

1 comment:

  1. My heart goes out to you and I can emphasize with saying yes when I should have said no... It comes along with your big heart who only wants to help everyone! I am glad you can head into your favorite season this year with optimism and enjoy some alone time as well as family time! Stay well my friend, miss you!

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